My little girls request this video everyday. :)

Everyone is singing this song here! :) The girls are super duper FROZEN fans. :) And now they are Maddie and Zoe fans too. :) Cuteness.

Balloon Ceremony for Gilbert's only Birthday

I have written a little bit about Gilbert's birth and my experience in having a natural miscarriage experience. Not to mention how much I loved my baby before I was even pregnant and miss the loss of his spirit as it seems its totally just gone from anywhere around us. It has helped a lot to do that. I havent been able to finish and post that just yet. But, I can share this! My dear friend Jessica took pictures from this very special day, just 2 days after I gave birth to Gilbert at home. It has meant so much to me to have these pictures. And ofcourse she made them look amazing! :) THANK YOU!! I'll cherish these forever. :)

All of us wrote or drew or stickered  priceless notes to Gilbert and added a memorial note showing Gil's stats as an angel baby and included his birthday. I attached them to balloons to float to heaven. 

 

What better place to do this than at home. This is where we loved Gilbert the most. This is the place that is sacred to me and our family, our home. So, we made our home yet even more special with a ceremony balloon launch just for our angel baby boy. :) 

The girls love this idea! :)

Deep thoughts :) 

I love the men in my life. :) They hold me up to stand a little taller every day. :) 

Did that with out sobbing! Good job honey! :) 

One more really hard thing done...check... now the rest of our lives with out our baby to go. 

I think we'll do something cool for Gilbert every year on his very special birthday. 

Gilbert Christopher Lheron

 My angel baby boy was born on October 31, 2013.

 Happy Birthday Gilbert! 

We will always love you and will ever deeply miss you!!

I will tell my story or my natural miscarriage delivery  when I feel up to it. 

This is My Perfect Baby Boy. :)

My New Line of dresses!! :)

I have had many boutiques ask me to carry my designs. I decided to design a few I can do for them. I have so many designs, but these are a few I finally did up. I hope you like them. :)

A special thank you to my sweet baby friend Lorea. Super Cutie! :) 

Jane Dress 

Inspired by Jane Austen, because who doesn't flip over Jane Austen. :) 

 Gathered neckline and gathered cap sleeves. Champagne sash and rose. opt. to come in white sash or rose. Fully Lined. 

Much like the Emma Dress.

Emma Dress

only 3 more available in this  particular lace

Gathered neckline and gathered cap sleeves. Champagne sash and rose. Fully Lined. 

Much like the Jane Dress.  

Annie Dress

Ivory shantung silk dress with cap sleeves and champagne peter pan collar and sash that ties in a bow in front. Fully lined. 

Tessa Dress

Linen dress with ruffle sleeve. Adorned with champagne crochet medallion at side chest and bottom of skirt. Grosgrain Ribbon sash. Fully lined. 

Headband and Bloomers to match Tessa Dress in Linen. 

 Melanie Dress

Matte satin bubble dress with side pick up. Champagne satin sash and rose.  Fully Lined. 

Molly Dress

Cotton white on white embroidery with white big bow in front. Fully Lined. 

Holly's Preschool

Thank you Holly! It's was an awesome year! 

Bea will ever LOVE you dearly!! 

Thank you Kelsey for the pictures! These look so cute! You do a great job!

Pop that leg girl! :)

Can't take the California out of this girl!

I miss the California Central Coastal air today. :) I was last there when I was pregnant with Charlotte. I have been aching for home. It wont happen this summer either. Bummer. But, I still get happy when I hear songs like this! :) Gotta LOVE Cali!! :)

Bea missing fruit snacks

You'd think her pet cat died. So sad.

Mothers Day!

Happy Mothers day to all! :)

I always love Mothers day to see what all the kids have done for me. AND all the things they say they want to do for me. :) It's pretty fun. 

I was greeted with Addy making me breakfast in bed!! It was so yummy too! She made eggs and cheese in a French toast sandwich and Strawberries. She is a good little cook. She made flowers out of paper she saw in her American Girl Mag. and they turned out cute. So, I sat there in bed again Chris's back eating my breakfast and feeding Addy and Bea and Char some too. :) It was really fun! They all came in together singing Happy Mothers Day to you... in happy bday melody. 

I had a picture on the phone and I may have lost it. boohoo! 

This year, Bea's preschool teacher did a very nice gift.

Chalkboard paint on a pot that Bea wrote I Love You Mom! :) I wish I could keep the writing forever. Its so totally cute!  And this hand print is to die for. :) 

This totally cracks me up...

Just so the record is striaight, I dont know what Spaghetti Salad is. hahah. and I think she is mixing me up with Izzy that makes her mac n cheese. Funny. But, she knows me well! Ok, so I am a little older than 30 and I may weigh more than 7 1/2 pounds, but I would never tell. :) I love that she put that I tell her I love her all the time. :) Oh my Beatrice! :) 

OH! AND she let me kiss her on the lips on Mothers day! She usually only likes me kissing her on both checks like a European diva. :) haha. 

ALL this talk of being nice to mom, Char brought me a flower from the backyard. Yes, she's naked. AKA free. 

 Izzy did my toes nails. :)

 And gave me a charm that she made, but this card came with it. 

Oh she's funny. 

The boys bought me awesome flowers for the front gardens, but they have to move all the roses before they can plant them. Gabe also made me a card on Mine Craft, his video game. He used all his diamond and gold and natural resources and created a huge sign for me. He actually is good at the virtual creativity. :) 

Chris of course made me my favorite meal he makes which is own recipe of Steak Teriyaki. Its to die for!!  It reminds me of the good old days when he would make me that in my little apartment at Ricks College. He tried everything to win me. :) Good job Tophy. :) I loved it then and I love it now. :) 

the festival of colors :)

Izzy is a true teenager doing teenage stuff with her girlfriends. 

Today at the Twin Falls HS the kids bought bags of colored chalk and simply threw it at each other. What a fun day! Not hard to keep kids out of trouble and happy! 

Don't worry, Lord of the rings necklace was not harmed in the process. She still has the power.