days like this

days like this makes it all worth it.

esp with Adeline.

She's a handful, but I know she loves me.

Free Spirits!

Ok, so I always am saying that my kids have a bit of my free spirit. Some more than others. Now, I don't have a desire to strip down and color all over myself because it looks cool and accessorize with the perfectly chosen necklace, but I think that is what I would have done at age 2 if I was allowed to. The good thing is that Beatrice is reading to her kitten, Goggles.You can only imagine what kind of LOVE that kitten gets!! HAHAHA!

Here she is reading to her favorite doll her favorite book that has the same coloring on it from a previous encounter. Pretty fun!

Adeline dressing in layers of clothes that she just thinks looks cool. She then has a paper crown clipped into her hair. She is pretty amazing at what she comes up with. Her teacher isnt too sure, but oh well!! She went to school today with 2 skirts on. ( I didnt have my camera handy) She had a t-shirt on with one skirt up around her arm pits and the other around her waist. She just couldnt decide which to wear, so naturally she solved her own problem.

Man, these kids are soo fun! Even though we have to soak in the bath several times after their ideas, I think what they do is Inspiring. It makes me think of how I could express myself a bit more. Hummm...

30 weeks!

Me at 30 weeks with baby #5.
My belly button is officially gone!
And I am HUGE! But, we are talking amazing growth here!
A few friends and I joke that when the belly button actually pops out... you're done! Yes, of course it sounds like a turkey, but hey, we are cookin something in there anyway.
The analogy is just fine with me.

No name picked out yet. We'll just have to see her.
So, I have 10 weeks left! Hypnobirthing is going well. Training Chris is easier this time because he's been around more the past few weeks. He's got to read scripts to help me relax and get me to my "happy place" and do it with out laughing. That was our problem every other birth! He just makes me laugh. Plain and simple. Maybe laughing during labor isn't so bad??
Ok, so all I can think of is 10 weeks... I have sooo much to do before this little human comes! Where is she going to sleep? Where are all the kids going to sleep? 5 kids in 2 rooms. Ive got to finish the bathroom I started, paint some walls or 2, make the babies blessing dress, etc etc etc. Trying not to stress.
Still loving it!

A little Serenity!

This is a long post, mostly for my own personal documentation.

SO, I've been waiting all summer to go to the Central Coast aka Home. I grew up there and I have always just felt a real connection to the most beautiful place on earth. HA! So, I decided that I was just going to go to Cali with the kids by myself! It was a great drive. I had a good time with the kids. All you need to do a 14 hour drive is... great book tapes for yourself. And for the kids, suprise color or sticker books, snacks and of course a DVD player. It works just the same as Benedryl and you dont feel as guilty afterward. Works for me!

Chris was on a job in AZ and was talking to us every night and decided that we were having way to much fun with out him and so he decided to change his flight to San Luis Obispo to join us!! HOW COOL! So, we picked him up from the little airport on Friday and went straight to the beach! I made him do all the things I wanted to. He was a good sport.

Atascadero Zoo and Park
I love this park. Wondering what is going on with the lake, but other than that, I was happy to see the huge amazing trees and sand as the playground base. The zoo has grown and the kids loved it. Addy couldn't believe that I grew up with a zoo in my town. "Did you come like every day mom?" ha! Lots of fun!

Morro Bay beach!
FUN! I breathed in the air and heard the waves and felt the salty breeze and instantly knew this was what I was craving! How many times can you say that?
There were lots of surfers. Got to love watching those guys and girls surf! There were some really great waves and not too cold. I wished I learned how to surf when I was younger. But, from what I understand, I am not so old, so, I've just got to try more things and stay young! Lets face it though, I am sooo clumsy. hahaha!
This was our first beach we went to on our adventure. Joanna, my niece Kyhana and Mom and Mike and my nephew Logan came with us. Beatrice wasn't sure about the sand, or the waves, in fact, she was kinda scared. Total change from when Addy was a baby, eating all the sand and waddling up to the waves. But, in time, she really liked it.
The only thing we missed doing was going to "The Shell Shop" in Morro Bay. When I was in High School, my hippie English teacher owned the place. Anyway, its a cool shop that I am sure the kids would have loved too. We found our own shells. Addy found a live clam. We put it down while digging channels in the sand and it started to bury itself!! How cool!
The first time I took Chris to Morro Bay when we were dating, he said that the Morro Rock just had to be fake. HA! It is just a huge ocean rock out of nowhere! It's way cool.

Avila Beach!
I always have a hard time knowing what to take pictures of and what to just experience. I hope I took enough pictures because I know I experienced a lot.
Played in the water and sand, buried the kids up to the neck, body surfed, Addy had a little girl come up to her and share her boogie board and teach her how to use it. Addy always makes friends wherever we are, no matter what! We saw dolphins swimming across just past the pier. COOL!! There was farmers market going on that day so, that was fun too. Of course, I got a bit more sun than I should have, but it was worth it.

Tide pools at Shell Beach!
We went here as kids with my dad a lot. It was fun to go back with my kids again.
We didnt see as many creatures as we wanted to, but it was really great climbing on all the rocks and searching. I must have been quite a sight.. a huge pregnant lady with tons of kids searching for crabs and sea slugs. We of course were bombarded with seaweed and so we striped off the leaves and played jump rope!
We saw starfish, tons of crabs, sea anemones, some cool seaweed of course, barnacles, clams, I dont know what the other stuff was, but it was great. Lots more questions I have to Google from Gabe. Wished Gpa Lee was there to explain those questions and find more for us. He always knows were to look. I did pretty good answering a few questions though.

When I'm pregnant, I always see lots of other pregnant women. It was true this time too, even in California. Pregnant woman usually make eye contact and then share a split second of understanding. This time, we looked at each other, they counted my children and looked back at my belly and then... looked nauseous or something. HAHAAHAH! It was awesome! Lets just say, we take up alot of "space" with our group!!

After being "home" and hanging out with my mom and sister and brother and all the kids, I need to make the trip more than just every 4 years. But, alas, it was time to go and so we went to Chris's oldest friends house in Berkeley on the way home. Steve and Rebeca Vaisey are great friends! He's a professor at Berkeley, so it was awesome hanging out with them and gave Chris lots of more info and confidence about Grad School. I am really excited Chris is excited! We also went to church with them at the coolest building ever!!! Its really old and totally beautiful. I wished I had my camera!
Overall, we had a great time. I am glad I just decided to go one day. It's great being spontaneous! Best of all...I have great hair in California! hahah!

A great quote!!

I am reading my Hypnobirthing book by Marie Mongan over and over. The following quote is a great one from Christiane Northrup...

"Imagine what might happen if the majority of women emerged from their labor beds with a renewed sense of the strength and power of their bodies, and of their capacity for ecstasy through giving birth. When enough women realize that birth is a time of great opportunity to get in touch with their true power, and when they are willing to assume responsibility for this, we will reclaim the power of birth and help move technology where it belongs--in the service of birthing women, not as their master."

AMEN!! So many people ask me why I love being pregnant. This quote kinda sums it up for me. I think its an amazing power we as women have. I am so honored to have the right to grow another person and give them a gift of life, naturally and spiritually. I get to feel this amazing power for such a short time in my life. I love being pregnant and having an awesome opportunity to give birth, the way I want it. YOOHOO!

After that, I get to mess the the kids up and give them many reasons to go to therapy. HAHAHAHAHA! You know, I am doing my part to mess up the next generation. OH BOY! Parenting is tough somedays.